Gaze Into Her Killing Eyes

I'm pretty much done with this site :) I've moved. Ha, of course ;)

The Days Of Love and Silence Are Gone

My mother was 'unhappy' that I was tired when she rudely awoke me from a nap to proclaim that dinner was ready. Yeah well of course I'm going to be tired and 'out of it' when you just walk up to me and scream at me to wake up to eat. But she kept saying I had an attitude and that I needed to snap out of it or she'll smack it out of me. I keep ebbing her to do it in my mind, because if she ever lays a finger on me I'll just walk right out the door and not return. 

I can't take her anymore. I don't think I'll last two more years. I don't think I can will myself to survive that much longer. Isn't it bad enough I've had to put up with her for seventeen years of my life?I can't do it. I can't.

Pork And Beans[Ick]

Living with two kittens SUCKS. Just a heads up, if you're looking into getting kittens.

Hm..So I've been evaluating my fresh year so far...fresh year being seventeen. It's no better then sixteen. Other then the fact that I'm older to people taking me seriously. Of course..being seventeen you gain A LOT more respect then you had when sixteen. For some reason people look at sixteen year olds as immature, snotty, annoying little people. I agree. :)

I love my twin/best friend<3

Happy Birthday No More

It was decided that my birthday was unimportant today. I got sick at seven in the morning, dizzy, passed out on the floor, parents didn't care. I've been sick all day, and currently I've been fighting the vomit in my stomach/throat fcor the last hour and a half. Of course, when I'm sick, my parents decided "Hey! Lets go to an Italian Restaurant and make her more sick!" So yeah. Oh and I was suppose to type up my deadbeat Uncle's resemay ON MY BIRTHDAY and I didn't becuase it's MY day. So fuck that. 

All day today I've pretty much kept to myself in my room with my kittens. Happy seventeenth birthday, love myself.

The Radars Broken, What Will We Do?!

Apparently 'vroom vroom' said on a band's forum means you're crazily obsessed with the band...? Huh, you learn something knew everday. Besides that point, school is hellllll. I can't lie. I won't. But other then that things are going ok.

Deathstars just came onto my iPod. I'm pretty happy :) They're like, my favorite band from Sweden. Aha, ok, they're in my top three of favorite bands. I haven't actually listen to them in forever, I've been sort of 'avoiding' my favorite bands as of late I guess you could say. Whenever their songs come on shuffle I'd skip over them; so yeah......

=\ Haven't been my 'normal' self as of late. Maybe it's because my birthday's coming up and it's life altering supposdely? haha  :)

Soaking Up My Vitamin D

I'm currently vacationing in the is-land of Sanibal Island. It's amazing. Everyone kept saying "No! You can't go! The weather will be crappy, it's going to rain, there's a hurricane hitting there." Etc, etc. But really, it's been brightly sun shining every day since we've been here, not a cloud in sight. Unless you count the fluffy white ones that help block the sun when you're overheated ;)

I miss my twin/best friend Frankie. As of late we haven't actually had time to 'talk' and to fine out what's 'really' happening between each other. So many things have been using up my time, blocking the time I'd usually talk to my twin. I hate it, she hates it. I mean, I really really miss her. She's my everything, my world. And I was just reading her blog before this and I just got hit with this huge wave of emotion and how much I miss her and love her. I don't want to live a life without her as my best friend, I don't want to even imagine it. 

I can't wait to get home. I miss her so much.